Loving deeply

I love my friends and family so much. No doubt loving people is one of the overarching themes of my life. The thing is, sometimes I think I love too much. Is that even possible? Leaving friends is the hardest thing to do especially when you form lifelong relationships and then you realise you may be separated indefinitely. What am I getting at you ask, well my heart is sad way ahead of its time about leaving friends again.I got that feeling again yesterday when I was at the church soaking session. His People has become home for me in a way that I have been praying for, not yet to the full extent that I desire, but now even what I have surprises me. I felt such a strong sense of family last night and my mind couldn't help but think, "How am I ever gonnna leave?" God's doing some amazing stuff in our church and I'm so excited to be a part of it, yet I know it's gonna be sort lived for me cos I've been called only for a season here.